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Lust caution 觀后感

上個月去看了<<色戒 >>,感覺這部電影還真不錯,有點陰鬱的完美。黨王佳芝對易先生唱那首歌時,易先生拿酒的手有些顫抖,這個深諳人情世故的人在那個婉轉的小女子身上找到可貴的“真”,他其實何嘗不知道這是個什麽樣的世道,不知道故走狗的恥辱,何嘗不知道那些繁華和虛張聲勢背後的悲涼和絕望。可是,他能如何?他有個離不開牌桌的太太,有“鴿子蛋 ”一樣的鑽石要買,有為主子服務的責任,既然已經走到這一步,不可能回頭。遇到王佳芝,這個屢屢輸牌,卻聰明透徹的女人,他甚至暗自慶幸生活對他的饋贈,他仿佛在這個陰暗的世界中找到一份慰籍,一個微弱卻不會熄滅的燈火,他不要什麽傢山,不要什麽風尾草的時尚窗簾代表的權勢和富貴,只要這個女人款款走來,依偎在他身邊,讓他心底裏的恐懼和寂寞紛紛灑落,然後和他一起慢慢採撷,慢慢咀嚼。情欲,在他們之間成了一種和精神一樣重要的交流,他們必須用這種方式確定對方的存在,確定感情尚有処可泊,確定他們還活着,所以,他們不顧一切,他們投入,熱情,竭盡全力,而又精疲力竭,他們都象困獸一樣需要發洩,需要忘我,需要逃避。。。他們都似乎預感到故事縂要有個結局,結局也許就在明天。。
 
王佳芝確實必須要死,因爲活着的結局對她來説可能很慘,一種可能性就是易太太發現她和易先生的隱情,那麽得罪一個女人的後果可能不堪設想; 或者她的“組織 ”中的某個成員被抓,供出所有,於是她被秘密抓捕,受盡百般折磨而死;或者她在暗殺易先生的局中取勝,易先生在她面前倒下,血流滿地,然後,她用自己的一生時光去回顧,去愛那個死在她手上的人,那,還不如死。。。所以,她選擇了用一生“快跑" 去拯救她絕望的愛情,然後是跌跌撞撞地離開的易先生,和曠先生臨死前意味深長的一眼。何苦呢,曠先生,如果你選擇活着,就不要有那麽幼稚衝動的愛國之心,如果選擇愛一個人,就替她承擔少女的初夜,如果你選擇義無反顧地死,就不要有這樣意味深長的目光。。。可憐的男人,被革命玩得團團轉,還是死在革命的手裏。。。
 
易先生,算你狠,在這個你死我活的世界中,無毒不丈夫,你依然苟活證明了這句話的正確。只是,我不知道,儅你走出那個婉轉的身影和聲音之後,你的生活如何繼續,你寧願就這樣狼藉地生活一輩子嗎?男人呐,太貪婪,太脆弱,又太衝動。如果用一生的寂寞換取曾經的笑容,這個交易,你將如何去做?
 
愛情,太沉重,沒有承擔力,就不要索要它。<<色戒>>,經歷了三十年的時光完成了,發表了,張愛玲用一個陰鬱的卻完美的結局結束了故事,也幾乎結束了她一生曾經得風雨,她是沉鬱的,封閉的,卻也是勇敢的,敏銳的,活生生的。走出《色戒》的故事之时,我仿佛看到那个身着广袖旗袍的卷发女子坐在阴暗的背景前,目光沉静如水,那目光,透过层层时光,坚持地勇敢地告诉每个停下来观看的人:爱,一旦选择,
就没有回头路,好自为之……

Life is so cool....

Haven't updated my space for a while.As I said...almost done. How time flies! I'll finish my study here in a few days.This is an exciting news for me coz i'm graduating from this college.But, it also makes me sad.My dear friends,i don't wanna leave u alone. I saw something that i did't expect it...anyways, just let'em grow,let all fungi grow..nuthin cud stop us bein' happy,rite?hahaha...Life is tOo short, so kiss slowly,laugh insanely,lOvE truly, and forgive quickly.People change, things go wrong,shyt happens, but lyf goes on.
Every once in awhile, I tell myself it cud be worse...but everything is OK in the end. If iz not ok,itz not the end.
I really had fun this weekend, watched the new movie<>. This is a romantic comedy filled with moments i recognize from other, mostly better, romantic comedies.Kate Winslet was in this movie,i didn't recoginze her at first coz she became skinny.I even thought she looks like the actress in <>.That's funny. It caused my friend&I -- argue for a few minutes. 
The next day,all of us got together and had a big meal. u wanna call it "the last supper".yes, it seems like.Two  people among us  might never meet each other again.I hate this kind of situation.On the way back home,I got lot of thoughts on it...this reminds me the lyrics of Cardigans's song<>,which is my favourite one.^^
I've been trying to believe and confide in different people i've found.
 
some of them got closer then others
 
and someone wouldn't even bother and then you came around
 
......
 
if this is communication
 
I disconnect
 
I've seen you, I know you
 
But I don't know
 
How to connect, so I disconnect